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So I have a job interview tomorrow for a temp agency to fill a in a simple easy job and OMG, I hope I get it. As I have officially been job less for 3 months and really, not so cool because I have been trying for a job for the last 2 and it's not been working out. (Also, Savings? What? what's that?) i.e. HP just laid of 5,000 about the time I lost MY job and it's been slim pickings.

PLEASE HOPE FOR ME. IF NOT, I WILL SELL YOU MY BODY D:

EPIC FAIL

Jun. 24th, 2008 12:37 am
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Never has life been SO FUCKING HARD then when you realize that you have LOST YOUR ADOBE PHOToSHOP DISC. The one you DID NOT STEAL D: D: D: D: D: D :D :D D: ASdjaklsjdlaksjdlaskd

It might have come with a tablet that an Ex may have given you and you really didn't buy it and it's like adobe 6 BUT ITS AN HONEST VERSION D:D:D D:D D:D D: D:D:D
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Being as I am still jobless and still on the hunt (er... it's been a month thank god I love ramen) it has occurred to me that I have been REALLY FUCKING LUCKY in the past with jobs. By that I mean, jobs that don't wont:

1. Suck out my Soul
2. Force me to work 2 full-time jobs because the pay is so bad
3. Force me to get a car

... )
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So, this sunday I turned 23. Which well, is the age where nothing happens. I almost feel let down. Its not like 18 or 21. Or even 19 in which I could enter the sketched out quarter porn booth shop. Er.

Now I just... look older. OLDER THEN I AM IT SEEMS. For I was in a situation in which people referred to my 17 old sister AS MY DAUGHTER D: D: D: D:

*CRIES HUGE TEARS*

I would like to prove I do not look that old... OR I DO.

EVIDENCE. PICSPAM. HAR HAR. )

also three pieces in two days to get done. Er.
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It's sad when the most exciting part of your day is being able to finish the 6 star sudoku in the paper without cheating.

Gah!

Oct. 3rd, 2006 01:17 am
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Work, god, a 14 hour DAY and I hate them.

Which will end soon as I am leaving victorias secret and now have a full time job at Macy's shoe dept. Huzza.
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where would the world be without my nice nose piercing pic spam? somewhere better, I'm sure. But since I'm a tard and cannot take a picture of myself TO SAVE MY LIFE, I will insert other things, like my new pretty shirt and my boots. booooooooots. Along with my little tummy and chubby little arms <3 akjshdjksd it's kind of sad, because I spent like, 30 mins trying to get a decent shot of myself and well, I'm so glad i dont do photograhy for a living AND YOU SHOULD BE TO.

NO, IT'S NOT A ZIT, it's my nose piercing :| )
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I really think i am. I haven't been able to sleep more then 5 hoursa night for the past five days because my body aches and i cant stop coughing up shit. It's not even sleeping straight through, I just keep waking up everything 30mins or so to cough my lung up and wait till my headache goes away enough that i can pas sout for another 30 mins. i woke up this morning with a bloody noes and a horrible headache.

My eyes HURT I cant move them or i get shooting pains, Im either hacking flem up or just dry coughing which hurts even worse. My BONES hurt. I've been crying all morning because i just want to curl into a little ball and never see the light of day ever again, which makes my eyes hurt and gives me even a worse headache. The only plus side is I walked into work everyone stopped and started at me and I got sent home. Apparently I look like death.

I cant even take a nap because it hurts to laydown on my sides, my hips hurt and aches and I cant bend over becaue my back hurts and I lay on my back I just end up coughing the whole time.

I wont be able to get into see a doctor for another 3 hours. jst bought the strong cough meds, hopefully they will knock me out.

OR JUST LET ME DIE, GOD.
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Woke up at 6 this morning coughing a lung up, fever, headache. Couldn't go back to sleep for two hours, finally did. Woke up just in time to leave for the stupid shift leader meeting only to get a call that it's canceled and that it's tomorrow. Tomorrow WHICH IS MY ONLY DAY OFF THIS FUCKING WEEK.

Needless to say, I'm doing my little 12hr+ shift today and my boss can suck my fucking balls if he thinks I'm coming in for a meeting that was moved 15mins before it was supposed to start when he knows I live over a half hour away. He also asked why I sounded so raspy, I said, I'm sick. His response, "You should get some sleep before your shift". THE RAGE IS RISING EVERY MINUTE.

It's been three months THREE MONTHS since I've had more then 1 day off a week (sometimes no days), often times the days off are spread out so i have 10-12 days of work before my next day off and this is the third 12hr+ shifts in two weeks. I'm one of the longest workers there, I've known my boss since I was 14. I feel used and abused, I've had one week out of three months where he attached $10 to my time card. $10. Sure he didn't HAVE to do it, he also did HAVE to make me his pack mule.

On the plus side, I have applied for a new job. Apparently they pay well, still taking a pay cut which I don't even care about. And are really looking for people. It's a 4/5pm-12pm job. I don't even care that it's night. I just want a steady job, steady hours (for the most part) and to know I won't be working everyday of the week because my boss is too fucked up to hire more workers.
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So, I got my hair done a little while ago a finally got around to the pictures I took. So, massive, massive amounts of pic spam. A walk through my daily life and much, much more.

okay, that was a lie.

onward ho! To the pictures. )

I hope you all have fun. The End.
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Total cost of break repairs including parts, labor and towtruck: $664.34

Cool new aviator glasses which lead to "wow, that's hot" by male coworkers: $.50

Status: Looking for a second job

Also: So much love for the gift certificate whoever you are. It was so awesome to come home and just see that and be all, ahhh <3<3<3<3.

Comments: I love you and your love for rodneysaur and the things you all have made and omg, so need to get around to reading them all. And replying. And yes.

HP Big Bang: So. Fucked.
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If any ever wonders why I am the way I am, this is a PERFECT EXAMPLE.

Me: *has new high heeled boots* Hm... I can walk in them, but I still can't really keep my balance.
Dad: Try vacumming in them, that works.
Me: Yes, because I'm all for that 50's house wife look.
Dad: Or just go ask a stripper if your going to be snappy about it.
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Nothing ends a day better then having a friend show up with fresh baked cookies, booze and FF7 advent children.

life is good
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Finishing up the last of the little art meme. As it says at the top, I'm really good at avoiding things. Also? [livejournal.com profile] out_there wrote PRETTY FIC for my "Rodney misses most chart" art.

It also made me realize that I need to get off my butt and make a little site to store all my doodles/art/etc. As it says "picture 212" right now as pieces of art that I have created. asjdhskjd THAT'S A LOT. :|

I need to get better at photoshop so I can create myself a nice little "cover" for my "Emo Rodney Loves John" mix. Add to list of 2732 things I must do.

I also received my notification in the mail for Valentines for Aids. Which is a massive project in which artist submit pieces to be bid on, valentine theme (or not) and all the donations go towards aids foundation. Tons of local artist and it's raised some $45,000+ since 1999. I'm going to submit something. I just don't know what. It means I have to go back to the old way of pen and paper and maybe *shudder* paint, which I am so not good at.


And I leave you with this:



Make of it what you will.
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So, for the first time in a long time, I'm going to use this Journal as well, a journal. I really don't post too much about myself, outside of being a total freak of nature. BUT, it's been kind of a hard week and this weekend is going to involve mass amounts of things I really, really don't want to do and want to, all at the same time. Not locked because, I really don't have much to hide. I don't mind sharing my personal life and no, not asking for pity.

Cut for length. It's also a bit sad. And morbid. )

oh life

Oct. 15th, 2005 01:13 pm
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So, really replying to comments. REALLY. I KID YOU NOT. If they suck as replies, well, it's, they JUST DO. I'm the worst replier/commenter in the history of FOREVER.

In other life related news. I HATE OCTOBER. It's so busy and god, having to visit people and alksdjlksd some will understand when I say, outside of it being [livejournal.com profile] tehshiny's b-day, Oct 26th is a very bad day for me.

Also, I'm still going to [livejournal.com profile] bascon/BasCon which will be MY FIRST CON EVER. Huzza! If people are going, I know [livejournal.com profile] lierdumoa and [livejournal.com profile] fashes are, they should tell me so I can be all, "askdj ahaha OMG, YOUR ON MY LJ SOMETIMES. AHAHA <3<3<3" and be a huge dork. I think I will be bringing my little art pad along with me so I can doodle many a thing, and maybe something for other's :X. So, tell me if you are going See the icon? THAT IS US, WE WILL UNITE. I will act like a fourteen year old girl about this. Please Ignore.

Also? Hungry. Need food. Eggs. hmmm.

dear god

Oct. 1st, 2005 03:37 pm
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Okay, so earlier I was going to do a mini art meme again. Because today is my day off and well, I'm avoiding house work. BUT. This THING HAS JUST HAPPENED TO ME.

I'm sure every remembers and still loves the harlequin challenge that was done on [livejournal.com profile] sga_flashfic and is STILL going on at [livejournal.com profile] harlequin_sga. Well, I DO. And I love it. Really. So, reading the fic, someone links to the Harlequin Website. I click it, look around. The front page has this "Read a couple chapters thing" on front. SO I DO, OKAY?

AND IT TALKS ABOUT MY LITTLE CITY AND OUR NEWSPAPER. alskdjl I click the author bio and laksjd I HAVE SERVED THIS WOMAN FOOD. I HAVE. I SEE HER AROUND.

Now I don't know if next time I serve her, do I fangirl her and ask about her book? OR DO I ASK HER IF SHE COULD PLEASE WRITE A HOT GAY ROMANCE WHERE THE TWO MEN ARE NAMED JOHN AND RODNEY?

Life hard.
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My night last night consisted of:

A) a collective birthday party for the 3 guys who are roommates/next door apartments.
B) One refrigerator, bathtub, and two mini-bars full of alcohol. (all of which was consumed at a fast rate, so they went out for a beer run at 2am)
C) A pornstar theme (which equals porn placed on various TV screens, a little something for everyone. Hentai was a crowd pleaser)
D) Spin the bottle (YES, REALLY. I FELT LIKE THE 14 YEAR OLD GIRL I NEVER GOT TO BE)
E) Me waking up with hickeys on my neck that I dont remember ever getting and having to go into work 30 mins after I wake up, still in the "pornstar" outfit to change before coming on shift.

OH COLLEGE <3
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It's not tacky to use old christmas card as a birthday card, right?

Well, I'm hoping he is too drunk to notice already. Go me.

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