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im going to die
I really think i am. I haven't been able to sleep more then 5 hoursa night for the past five days because my body aches and i cant stop coughing up shit. It's not even sleeping straight through, I just keep waking up everything 30mins or so to cough my lung up and wait till my headache goes away enough that i can pas sout for another 30 mins. i woke up this morning with a bloody noes and a horrible headache.
My eyes HURT I cant move them or i get shooting pains, Im either hacking flem up or just dry coughing which hurts even worse. My BONES hurt. I've been crying all morning because i just want to curl into a little ball and never see the light of day ever again, which makes my eyes hurt and gives me even a worse headache. The only plus side is I walked into work everyone stopped and started at me and I got sent home. Apparently I look like death.
I cant even take a nap because it hurts to laydown on my sides, my hips hurt and aches and I cant bend over becaue my back hurts and I lay on my back I just end up coughing the whole time.
I wont be able to get into see a doctor for another 3 hours. jst bought the strong cough meds, hopefully they will knock me out.
OR JUST LET ME DIE, GOD.
My eyes HURT I cant move them or i get shooting pains, Im either hacking flem up or just dry coughing which hurts even worse. My BONES hurt. I've been crying all morning because i just want to curl into a little ball and never see the light of day ever again, which makes my eyes hurt and gives me even a worse headache. The only plus side is I walked into work everyone stopped and started at me and I got sent home. Apparently I look like death.
I cant even take a nap because it hurts to laydown on my sides, my hips hurt and aches and I cant bend over becaue my back hurts and I lay on my back I just end up coughing the whole time.
I wont be able to get into see a doctor for another 3 hours. jst bought the strong cough meds, hopefully they will knock me out.
OR JUST LET ME DIE, GOD.